For Whose Love......

An emotional quest,
to quench the despaired heart,
if anyone could tell then
either to spend nights on the tear soaked pillow
or to forget , with a broken smile.

An urge to finish it all,
to feel no pain or happiness,
why deny the bliss of ignorance?

A selfish urge it is,
no happiness would ever remain
smiles would fade in Her eyes.
She who loved, nurtured an aimless mind.
For nothing in return.

Its only her Love,
Love tat will never fade even when it is dark.
Then why?
why, spend nights in pain,
For a heart that was meant to Leave......